i got put on a stronger pain reliever than my Nurse partitioner can prescribe, and also a super strong antibiotic oral pill 4X/day and the stronger antiseptic cream. the Dr also said to keep using the other antibiotic pills adn ointment that the NP ordered. the dr also prescribed a stronger pain pill it is almost like a morphine pill and also perscribed Tylenol #3 with 65mg of codeine. and the ones that are like morphine are spose to have a sedative in it to help me get some rest. anyway my apt with my counselour went pretty good i have a hard time taking to anyone right now as i am glad that the Lord got me though this and i feel guilty of allowing myself to sit around but one thing i need to remember she said that makes sence but is so HARD to do is if it were someone else that have just come though major surgery how would i treat them. i would be giving the4 person [beep] if they were doing things like i am doing and also give the person heck for not babying themselves and i have a friend i do give heck to for not allowing themselves to be kind to them selves. Such as i have a friend that had nerve problems and i told her in Dec. she had a emotional shut down i told her to baby herself for 6 weeks. and i cannot seem to do it or for myself. anyway can i ask for prayer from friends for myself to be able to treat myself like i would a wounded puppy. it is bad that i can treat a stray animal better than i treat myself!!! anyway i am going to have a nap later i am exhausted and even emotionally tired along with physically tired.